Another downer day

Its supose to be a happy day. I just cant seem to get on the same page with people around me. It seems that more and more each day im alone on my dreams. For instance i really want to be a paramedic but at the same time i want to begin sharing with the world my passion for makeup and different style of makeup. From all over the world. But the more i want to share with the people around me the passion that i have for makeup the more i get turned down. Im so sad i feel like i shouldnt have dreams anymore.Till probably next time.